DominoThirry

I have been on quite an amazing journey over the last year and a half. I have rediscovered my creativity, and I am living it now. I have fallen in and out of love, and somehow managed to salvage the friendship at the root of that minor debacle. I have had the incredible experience of making some new friends. who seem to be heaven sent to me. Some are close in proximity, while others are oceans away. I am at a fork in my life's road, and after much soul searching, I have decided to travel in a new direction. I have been offered the opportunity to test my limits, and live an alternative lifestyle. I don't know if it will be something that I can

My last journal entry was just about a month ago. I wrote a Prayer for Growth and Forgiveness. I prayed and chanted for thirty-four very specific occurrences for my best friend, who betrayed me in a very complete and very public way. In only one month, seventeen of the thirty-four things I chanted for have come to fruition. There are others that may have become reality, but I don't know for sure. I am not convinced that any growth has taken place, and I am certain that I will need to work harder at forgiveness, but the chain reaction from cause to effect is taking place. Karma is being created, and I am working my way towards forgiving and de

Prayer for Growth and Forgiveness Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May you grow to understand how badly you hurt me Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May you feel the pain and lonliness that I am feeling when you gain that understanding Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May you start to miss me until it is an unquencable ache Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May the glass in your foot become infected and cause you excruciating pain Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May each step you take remind you of me and the pain you caused me Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May your body violently reject every sip of alcohol you put to your lips Nam Myoho Renge Kyo May you experience the sickness of your alcoholism in